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This is not the end




First of all, I would like to say that you already did a good job.. It's disappointing yes, but don't let it make you down ^^


Come n guys!


There'll be a lots of other dance competition to win..


We're proud of you, and we know that you're more than this.. They just don't know it yet..




Go HBS go!!!




Heavy B.U.C.K Stylez


We dance with dream and passion!!
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20.10.2010

I write this post just after read Mewox's blog.

20.10.2010
Like Mewox, I was expecting something special that might happen today.. I don't know what.. From "him" perhaps.. Hehehe..

Well, eventually there's nothing as I expect happens.
But, that doesn't mean nothing special happen.

I have a family who loves me, that's special.
I have my friends who always be there for me to cherish me, that's special.
I have HBS as my second family, that's special.
AND, I have God who gives me all of this, who loves me, bless me, that's special.

Give thanks to anything that you have, and you'll know that everyday is special..

Happy 20.10.2010 ♡

P.S: seriously, I think my english is getting worse. Don't u think so?
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Quote of the day

"The future belongs to those who see possibilities before they become obvious.."
~John Sculley~
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Quote of the day

When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything you gave me." ~Erma Bombeck
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Videos

Just want to share it with you guys..
This is how HBS Crew spend their time while wait to perform. Pretty silly but quite entertaining.. It's a race, and guess who'll win...
Hahaha... Enjoy :))
(Sorry for bad quality video, since it's recorded by camera phone)
Starring by:
  • Pakde as Runner 1
  • Chemmy as Runner 2
  • Reign as Runner 3
  • Titi as Tree 1
  • Joan as Tree 2
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잘할께 (I will do well)

Recently I've been addicted to this song..
It's about a boy who loves a girl, and no matter what, he just can't be together with his girl..
Such a sad and touching song.. And I love the way he sing it too..
(Somehow i feel my English is getting worse)



Here is the lyric (enjoy):

잘할게 (I will do well) - Se7en

I'm loving you
믿을 수 밖에 없는 말
(mideul su bakke eomneun mal)
거짓말처럼 뒤바뀐 내 작은 말
(geotjimalcheoreom dwibakkwin nae jageun mal)
I'm missing you
메아리처럼 들리는 말
(mearicheoreom deullineun mal)
허공속에 외치고 외치는
(heogongsoge wechigo wechineun)
내 작은 말
(nae jageun mal)
나는 왜 니 앞에서
(naneun wae ni apeseo)
처음 나처럼 웃고 마는지
(cheo-eum nacheoreom utkko maneunji)
돌아서면 이렇게 아픈데
(doraseomyeon ireoke apeunde)
아파야 된다면
(apaya dwendamyeon)
그 아픔마저 다 참을께
(geu apeummajeo da chameulkke)
서러워 기대고 싶어져도
(seoreoweo gidaego shipeojyeodo)
나 꾹 참아볼께
(na kkuk chamabolkke)
버려야 된다면
(beoryeoya dwendamyeon)
남김없이 버려도 볼께
(namgimeopsshi beoryeodo bolkke)
마지막까지 잡고 있던
(majimakkkaji japkko ittteon)
자존심까지 모두다
(jajonshimkkaji moduda)


잊지 못할 기억 한 귀퉁이라도
(Itjji mothal gi-eok han gwitungirado)혹시나 짐은 아닐까
(hoksshina jimeun anilkka)
멍한 날 가다듬고
(meonghan nal gadadeumgo)
손 때 묻은 너와 내 사진첩만이
(son ttae mudeun neowa nae sajincheommani)
행복했던 내가 있었음을
(haengbokhaettteon naega isseosseumeul)
말하는데
(malhaneunde)
세상에 둘도 없는
(sesange duldo eomneun)
사랑이라 불렀잖아
(sarangira bulleotjjanha)
왜 이제는 못 부르는지
(wae ijeneun mot bureuneunji
아파야 된다면
(apaya dwendamyeon)
그 아픔마저 다 참을께
(geu apeummajeo da chameulkke)
서러워 기대고 싶어져도
(seoreoweo gidaego shipeojyeodo)
나 꾹 참아볼께
(na kkuk chamabolkke)
버려야 된다면
(beoryeoya dwendamyeon)
남김없이 버려도 볼께
(namgimeopsshi beoryeodo bolkke)
마지막까지 잡고 있던
(majimakkkaji japkko ittteon)
자존심까지 모두다
(jajonshimkkaji moduda)


셀 수도 없을만큼
(sel sudo eopsseulmankeum)
나 한움큼 쏟아내고
(na hanumkeum ssodanaego)
날 위로할 차례인지
(nal wirohal charye-inji)
아님 널 잊을 차례인지
(anim neol ijeul charye-inji)
미친 척 하고라도
(michin cheok hagorado)
사랑한다 외칠래
(saranghanda wechillae)
수많은 인연중에
(sumanheun inyeonjunge)

나 기억하라고
(na gi-eokharago)
기다릴 수 있단 말은
(gidaril su itttan mareun)
내 안에 아껴 둘께
(nae ane akkyeo dulkke)
아끼고 아껴서
(akkigo akkyeoseo)
닳을 때쯤엔 되뇌어 볼께
(dareul ttaejjeumen dwenwe-eo bolkke)
만약 먼 훗날에
(manyak meon hunnare)
다시 시작할 수만 있다면
(dashi shijakhal suman itttamyeon)
나 네게 하고 싶은 첫 마디
(na nege hago shipeun cheot madi)
진심으로 나 잘할께
(jinshimeuro na jalhalkke)



English Translation:



I'm loving you, the words you just have to believe
My small words that gets mixed up as a lie
I'm missing you, the words that sound like an echo
My small words that shout and shout into empty space

Why do I...
At first smile when I'm in front of you
but when I turn around, why does it hurt?
If I must be hurt, I'll endure the pain
Even if I'm miserable and want to lean on you, I'll be patient
If I have to throw something away,
I'll throw it all away without hesitation.
Even the last of my well-kept pride
Everything...
Even a little spec of memory that I won't forget
I wonder if it's only a burden...
I wake myself up from absent mind-ness
Our photo album with our fingerprints on it
I said it's the only thing that has my happy self in it

You once said that I was the only love in the world
Why can't you say it anymore?
If I must hurt, I'll endure the pain
Even if I'm miserable and want to lean on you, I'll be patient
If I have to throw something away,
I'll throw it all away without hesitation.
Even the last of my well-kept pride
Everything...
A number that I can't even count (every night)
I poured a handful (of just tears)
I don't know whether it's time to comfort me or time to forget you
Even if I have to act crazy, I want to yell that I love you
So that you can remember me among your many memories
I'll cherish the words 'I can wait' in my heart
I'll save and hold onto it until it wears out
If we can start again sometime in the future
I have one thing I want to tell you
Whole-heartedly... I'll do well...

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Love ya



Heeyyy! What's that??
It's a Chinese symbol for friendship!

Yup! I'm going to post a blog bout friendship...

Thank God I have you guys! He send me His angels to help me ^^
I don't how to deal with this without you..
A words wouldn't be enough to show how grateful I am..

I'll survive!
I'll try to do what best!!
Thank you so much!!

Special thx to :
  • Chemmy
  • Mewox
  • Meli
  • Kiddie
  • Nikki
  • Bochilz
*peluk dan cium*


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Qoute of the day

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending."

- Maria Robinson -




"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because te greatest hazzard in life is to risk nothing."

- Unknown -
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Hokuto Konishi

Ah! It's 4 am in the morning.. I just got 2 hours sleep.. (Why did I wake up at this hours?)..
Enough of me being a cry baby.. Sorry for being so mellow yesterday..
Let's back to the old me, the strong one who can deal with anything..
Okay, I promised that I'll blog bout Hok right?
So here we go..

I know lots of my friends idolized dancers like Kenny Wormland, Nick Bass, Lyle Beniga, Shaun Evaristo, Kyle Hanagami, Rino Nakazone and many others great dancers.. But for me, Hok is my idol.. He's very talented, and the way he perform on stage is remarkable.. He dance like it's the only thing in this world that he mostly enjoyed, like he was born to do this.. I love it..
I always looking forward for his video..

And as you know (if you read my previous post), I've met him.. Lucky right to be able someone that you like the most, someone that you usually watch via youtube? To be able to talk him, being hugged by him.. Hahaha.. I know.. (Don't get jealous of me)
So, not only that he's so inspirational, so talented, but he's also so nice and sweet..
I forget if I already told you this or not..
I sent him a message on fb, telling him to pls send us a pict of him.. Well, and he replied! Hahaha.. I was so happy back there..
He said, he will, just give him a couple of days..
He's been to busy and stuff..
He haven't send us his pict for couple of looong weeks..
I thought, "Ok! Maybe he won't, been to busy with Quest and others"

Until..
One day, I woke up in the morning.. As usual check on my phone first, bbm, fb, mail, twitter and stuff..
And I found out that he mentioned me on twitter and sent me his pict! Wow!
I was so happy, my friends were so happy..
Aaarrhhh!!
He made my day.. Hahahaa..
He's so nice!!

Am I being overreacted? If you don't understand how I feel, well maybe I'm overreacted.. But if you understand it, thank you very much.. Hahaha..

I ♥ Hokuto Konishi.
I know he won't break my heart.

Thank you for reading..
Ciaooo..

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Haterz!! Go away!!

Hello!!
I'm posting from my blackberry, so there would be no fancy font.. ^^

Few weeks ago, a friend of mine told to be careful with a girl (let's name her A). My friend said that she hear A talk bad bout me.. I thought, "Well, so what?"..

Later, just a few days ago, my friend told me again that this girl, A, talked bad bout me again.. Jeez..
Seriously, I don't know what's wrong with her.. Just for information, we used to be a friends for more than a year.. She used to tell me bout her secret, and she was so sweet..
Does she hate me now?
What have I done? I really have no idea..
And the funny thing is, when we meet she act like there's nothing happened.. She still as seet as before..
I used to like her, but now I don't know..
I don't hate her, I just feel pity for her..
Come on sweetheart, can't we be friends?

Haters!! No matter what we do, whether it's right or not, even when you do nothing.. They will still able find a thing on you to be blame to..
╮(╯_╰)╭ ‎ ƾϊƍн ◦°◦ºº
I don't know what to say..
Wouldn't it be better if you stay out from others business? The way you act, just show you how low you are..

Well, that's it from me.. Ciaaooo~
‎​(づ ̄³ ̄)づ


"Sometimes when you innovate,you make mistakes..
It is best to admit them quickly, and get on with improving your other innovations.."
~Steve Jobs~
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Next....

I'll share bout how nice and sweet Hok is...
On my next post..
Wait for it...

Love and kisses...
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Renny & Andre's happy wedding~

Hahahaha.. Long time no post.. I've been to lazy to post anything lately.

So, today I'm not gonna post bout dance, but about my friend's wedding.
Yup!
She's my high school best friend, and she got marry this October 9, 2010.
I'm so happy for her.
Her groom name is Andre.
I wish them a happily ever after marriage life.

The happy couple \(^o^)/

They held their marriage @ Kensington ballroom, Empire Palace.. So romantic!!
She's so beautiful and happy..
Watching her make me wanna get married soon too.. Wearing those gown XD *happy*

Here are some pict of me and my friends.











Renny, Meli, Yurike, Me and Pepe











Diana (she's the bride's maid), me and Meli











Me and bf Meli ^^ (love her)











Andddd, it's me (love this pict)


That's it from me for now.. See u at my next post..
Byeee :*
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