Same Love

(with Ryan Lewis)
(feat. Mary Lambert)

When I was in the third grade I thought that I was gay
'Cause I could draw, my uncle was, and I kept my room straight
I told my mom tears rushing down my face
She's like "Ben you've loved girls since before pre-k tripping, "
Yeah, I guess she had a point, didn't she?
Bunch of stereotypes all in my head.
I remember doing the math like, "Yeah, I'm good at little league"
A preconceived idea of what it all meant
For those that liked the same sex
Had the characteristics
The right wing conservatives think it's a decision
And you can be cured with some treatment and religion
Man-made rewiring of a predisposition
Playing God, aw nah here we go
America the brave still fears what we don't know
And God loves all his children, is somehow forgotten
But we paraphrase a book written thirty-five-hundred years ago
I don't know

And I can't change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
I can't change
Even if I try
Even if I wanted to
My love
My love
My love
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm

If I was gay, I would think hip-hop hates me
Have you read the YouTube comments lately?
"Man, that's gay" gets dropped on the daily
We become so numb to what we're saying
A culture founded from oppression
Yet we don't have acceptance for 'em
Call each other faggots behind the keys of a message board
A word rooted in hate, yet our genre still ignores it
Gay is synonymous with the lesser
It's the same hate that's caused wars from religion
Gender to skin color, the complexion of your pigment
The same fight that led people to walk outs and sit ins
It's human rights for everybody, there is no difference!
Live on and be yourself
When I was at church they taught me something else
If you preach hate at the service those words aren't anointed
That holy water that you soak in has been poisoned
When everyone else is more comfortable remaining voiceless
Rather than fighting for humans that have had their rights stolen
I might not be the same, but that's not important
No freedom till we're equal, damn right I support it

(I don't know)

And I can't change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
My love
My love
My love
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm

We press play, don't press pause
Progress, march on
With the veil over our eyes
We turn our back on the cause
Till the day that my uncles can be united by law
When kids are walking 'round the hallway plagued by pain in their heart
A world so hateful some would rather die than be who they are
And a certificate on paper isn't gonna solve it all
But it's a damn good place to start
No law is gonna change us
We have to change us
Whatever God you believe in
We come from the same one
Strip away the fear
Underneath it's all the same love
About time that we raised up

And I can't change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
I can't change
Even if I try
Even if I wanted to
My love
My love
My love
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love is patient
Love is kind
(I'm not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
(I'm not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind
(I'm not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
(I'm not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind
(I'm not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
(I'm not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind
(I'm not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
Love is kind

So, I knew this song when I watch a dance video from Jekajane,

The lyric is great, it tells a story about a boy who realize that he's a guy from a very young age.

The boy himself can't change who he is though he want to, he's afraid that the world would hate him because of it. And despite of he's a gay or not, the love itself is still the same, that it's kind and patient.

Review : Skin Food Fresh Juice Toner

Let me introduce you to Skin Food Juice Toner. I've been using this for a years now (I bought it on June 2011).
And I just empty the bottle like 2 weeks ago.
So yeah, this is pretty cheap and has a long durability.
It has a not so natural scent, you can't smell a really fruit juice from it, but overall I love the scent and I do feel it hydrates my skin some how.
After wash your face and dry it, simply put it on your face before putting any emulsion or moisturizer. Just put a right amount to your palm and then pat it to your face until it absorbed. Avoid eye and mouth area.
It has a gelish form, so you only need a little amount for your face.

* I can't provide you a reliable picture since I already run out of it. Sorry*

The sales woman said that this can help whiten your skin since it has a vit C in it.
But I don't really think it works.

Product Description:

The Skin Food Fresh Juice Toner

100% Authentic, 100% Brand New

This toner revitalizes skin with its fruit complex extract rich in vitamin C, and vegetable complex extracts rich in vitamin E.

* Use:

After washing, apply desired amount onto face and press gently to absorb.

Volume 160ml

Love : 

• Cute and luxury packaging, it comes in a shade color glass bottle. At first I really thought that the liquid has 2 tone color so I have to shake it before use it.
• Very affordable price. I bought it from the store for less than IDR 150.000 at that time (2011), and considering that it last more than a year, very cheap!! You can even get a cheaper price from an online shop
• Moisturizer your skin well. You can just use this toner and still feel the moist of your face.
• Those gelish form, so I only need a little amount of it for my face.

Hate :

• Doesn't whiten your skin

Rank : 5/5

Will I re-purchase : Absolutely yes.

Korean cosmetic

I have tons of Korean cosmetic.
Should I make a review?

Will someone read it?
I don't think I still have regular visitor to this blog. :(

Take one (No Min Woo & Park Gi Woo) - Touch (ost. Full House Take 2) lyric

Hangul
Hey sweety girl you know it
When you see my eyes I can’t breathe
Cuz you so hot cuz you so beautiful
You are ma addict girl

너의 눈을 볼 때면
난 잠을 이룰 수 없어 tonight
너의 숨결 느끼면
난 짜릿해질 것 같아

깊이 빠져든걸 너에게
날 바라봐줘 살며시
널 갖고싶어 모든걸
너무 달콤한 girl

I don’t stop 난 밤새도록 니 품에서 잠이 들고 싶어
촉촉한 입술로 내 귓가에 속삭여 널 안고 싶어

You can touch (넌 다가와)
Be my girl (너만을 원해)
You can fly (넌 다가와)
Let me love give all

You can touch (넌 다가와)
Be my girl (너만을 원해)
You can fly (넌 다가와)
Let me love love you tonight

You you make me cool you you make me hot
너 너를 원해 baby tonight
You you make me cool you you make me hot
너 너를 원해 you can touch

A to Z 머리부터 발끝까지 you so wow
두근두근 내 맘을 흔들어
너를 향한 내 손을 잡아줘 내 맘을 가져줘

너의 뜨거워진 눈빛이
날 녹아들게 만들어
너의 부드러운 속삭임
너무 달콤한 girl

I don’t stop 난 밤새도록 니 품에서 잠이 들고싶어
촉촉한 입술로 내 귓가에 속삭여 널 안고싶어

You can touch (넌 다가와)
Be my girl (너만을 원해)
You can fly (넌 다가와)
Let me love give all

You can touch (넌 다가와)
Be my girl (너만을 원해)
You can fly (넌 다가와)
Let me love love you tonight

You you make me cool you you make me hot
너 너를 원해 baby tonight
You you make me cool you you make me hot
너 너를 원해 you can touch

You can touch (넌 다가와)
Be my girl (너만을 원해)
You can fly (넌 다가와)
Let me love give all

You can touch (넌 다가와)
Be my girl (너만을 원해)
You can fly (넌 다가와)
Let me love love you tonight

You you make me cool you you make me hot
너 너를 원해 baby tonight
You you make me cool you you make me hot
너 너를 원해 you can touch

Ready to love 니 맘을 유혹해 내 맘은 like a fire
너를 너무 사랑한단 말이야
Wanna come to me wanna come to feel
One two three 우리 둘 사랑하자 이 밤을 불태우자
너를 향한 내 손을 잡아줘 huh
You can touch you can touch

Romanization
Hey sweety girl you know it
When you see my eyes I can’t breathe
Cuz you so hot cuz you so beautiful
You are ma addict girl


neo-ui nuneul bol ttaemyeon
nan jameul irul su eopseo tonight
neo-ui sumgyeol neukkimyeon
nan jjaritaejil geot gata

gipi ppajyeodeungeol neo-ege
nal barabwajwo salmyeosi
neol gatgosipeo modeungeol
neomu dalkoman girl

I don’t stop nan bamsaedorok ni pumeseo jami deulgo sipeo
chokchokan ipsullo nae gwitga-e soksagyeo neol ango sipeo

You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love give all

You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love love you tonight

You you make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae baby tonight
You you make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae you can touch


A to Z meoributeo balkkeutkkaji you so wow
dugeundugeun nae mameul heundeureo
neoreul hyanghan nae soneul jabajwo nae mameul gajyeojwo

neo-ui tteugeowojin nunbichi
nal nogadeulge mandeureo
neo-ui budeureo-un soksagim
neomu dalkoman girl

I don’t stop nan bamsaedorok ni pumeseo jami deulgosipeo
chokchokan ipsullo nae gwitga-e soksagyeo neol angosipeo

You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love give all

You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love love you tonight

You you make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae baby tonight
You You make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae you can touch

You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love give all

You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love love you tonight

You you make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae baby tonight
You you make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae you can touch

Ready to love ni mameul yuhokae nae mameun like a fire
neoreul neomu saranghandan mariya
Wanna come to me wanna come to feel
One two three uri dul saranghaja i bameul bultae-uja
neoreul hyanghan nae soneul jabajwo huh
You can touch you can touch

Translation
Hey sweety Girl! You know it?
When you see my eyes, I can’t breathe
Cuz you so hot! cuz you so beautiful!
You are ma addict girl

When I see your eyes, I can’t fall asleep tonight
When I feel your breath, it feels electrifying

I fell for you deeply
Softly look at me
I want to have all of you
You’re such a sweet girl

I don’t stop – all night, I want to sleep in your arms
Whisper in my ears with your wet lips, I want to hug you

You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Give all
You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Love you tonight!

You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you Baby Tonight!
You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you
You can touch!

A to Z, from your head to your toes, you so wow
Rub dub rub dub, you shake up my heart
Take my hand that is held out to you, take my heart

Your hot eyes
Melt me down
Your soft whispers
You’re such a sweet girl


I don’t stop – all night, I want to sleep in your arms
Whisper in my ears with your wet lips, I want to hug you

You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Give all
You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Love you tonight!

You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you Baby Tonight!
You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you
You can touch!


You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Give all
You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Love you tonight!

You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you Baby Tonight!
You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you
You can touch!

Ready to love, I lure your heart, my heart is like a fire
I’m saying that I love you so much
Wanna come to me! Wanna come to feel!
One two three, let’s love, let’s burn this night up
Take my hand that is held out to you Huh You can touch! You can touch!

Review : Full House Take 2

Hi! Have you heard about new Korean drama called "Full House take 2"?
It's a sequel from "Full House (2004)", but it's totally a different story.
Rain or Song Hye Gyo, or any other cast from "Full House" won't be appeared in the sequel.
But the story still about a house called Full House.

The plot
When Man-Ok and Tae-Ik were children, they first met at a party held by Tae-Ik's parents.
Man-Ok (Hwang Jung-Eum) is now a martial arts (hapkido) instructor at her grandfather's institute. Yet, Man-Ok is interested in fashion and without her grandfather knowing runs an internet shopping site. One day when her grandfather goes abroad, Man-Ok displays her clothes and accessories at her grandfather's martial arts institute. She ends up selling a lot of her stock.
Meanwhile, Tae-Ik (No Min-Woo) and Kang hwi (Park Gi-Woong) are members of "Take 1," a popular boy group duo. They act close in front of the camera, but off camera they can't stand each other. "Take 1" then goes to China for a concert. At their hotel, the duo have a physical confrontation over their onstage wardrobe. Kang-Hwi is furious and leaves the hotel. Their concert is quickly approaching, but nobody can find Kang-Hwi. Tae-Ik then decides to go on stage alone. While performing he feels something going wrong. It turns out, Tae-Ik is allergic to a particular type of fabric and he is about to collapse on stage. At this moment, Kang-Hwi suddenly comes on stage and saves the moment.
After their concert, Tae-Ik becomes furious at his stylist and, in response, his stylist quits. Back in Korea, Kang-Hwi goes out in disguise, but his fans recognize him and surrounds him. Man-Ok, who happens to be there, saves Kang-Hwi.  Kang-Hwi promises to meet her again and buy her a meal. On the way back to her grandfather's institute, Man-Ok's motorcycle is stopped by a man. She is surprised to see that the guy is "Take 1" member Tae-Ik. They don't realize that they knew each other when they were children.

I have watch it until episode 7, and really hoping it will have a happy ending between Tae Ik and Man Ok.
The story so far is quite fresh and entertaining.
It has 16 episodes (2 parts each).

Our heroine is a girl who have a strong personality and a cheerful person (such a common heroine in any Korean drama), while Tae Ik is a cold blood with a harsh mouth yet a very cute man. He doesn't want anyone to know his feelings, which in my opinion has a similar characteristic as Hwang Tae Kyung in "He's beautiful", cast by Jang Geun Suk, and they really look alike sometimes.
Kang Hwi himself is such a sweet boy with a sweet smile and a good personality (does he looks like Nickhun??)

Tae Ik and Man Ok

Jang Man Ok

Cute guy Kang Hwi

Tae Ik

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Korean cosmetic : Skinfood

Korean beauty is something that we already know. They have a beauty skin that look glowing and healthy in camera, even the actor or male artist has a very beauty skin.
They have a smooth, white, glowing and healthy skin.

And since the Korean wave (read : halyu) attacked the world, their beauty become more known.
And that make us wondering, how to get that beauty prefect skin?
What do they use?

They are a lot of Korean cosmetic in the market nowadays. Etude, Misha, Tony Moly, Too cool for school, Nature's Republic, Face shop, Skinfood, etc.
They hire a famous artists to promote their brand.

And like any others, I also admire their skin beauty, and have several favorite brand that I use daily.
For now, I will post about one of my favorite brand, it's Skinfood.

First time I know this brand is from online media. There are a lot online shop that sells Korean cosmetic with cheaper price than store.
At that time, I was looking for a gel eyeliner (they say it sticks better, I will review it next time), I've been look in every cosmetic store in town whether they have a gel eyeliner or not.
But I couldn't find it, then I saw it online and decided to buy it.
To safe the shipping price, I decided to purchase other cosmetic.
I bought gel eyeliner (Etude), a lip gloss (Etude), Mascara (Etude, yes I bought a lot of Etude) and a fresh fruit cheek & lips from Skinfood.

I didn't expect much from Skinfood, I have asked the seller about the product and she said that the product is good. So I have no choice than believe her.

The product came in 2 days, and there were a free sample from Skin Food inside (how nice of her).
I received a black sugar mask sample and a caviar foundation sample.

Tried all of them, and love the result.
The fresh fruit cheek and lips is amazing. I bought the apricot (based on the seller recommendation), and the color really look great applied on my cheek and has a natural look for me.
Work great!
It also can be used as a lipstick, I've tried it once and but it made my lips dry (I have a sensitive lips).

A few months later, there were a new Skinfood store opened in my city (read : Surabaya).
That was the first store of Skin Food.

I've tried several of their items, and love them all.
I've tried :
- Skinfood honey black tea bubble foam
- Skinfood green tea buble foam
- Lettuce & Cucumber toner
- Fresh fruit juice toner
- Tomato whitening emulsion
- Peach sake sunscreen
- Honey lip treatment
- Fresh fruit cheek & lips
- Eggplant eyeliner
- Nail polish
- Hop Beer shampoo & conditioner

And I still use some of them.
I will give a short review of each product next time, but for now, I will write about Skinfood in general.


Skinfood
Delicious Cosmetics Made of Delicious Foods

Skinfood has a motto : "Food that is good for your health, is also good for you skin".
It is the first brand in Korea which emphasizes the importance of "feeding" our skin with the same food we rely on for healthy bodies.
They use a natural ingredients in their product, and that's why Skin Food product has a very natural scents.
They use almost all of the fruit and veggies. As long as it good for skin, they use it.
For example, tomato which a fruit that has a lot of antioxidant and full of vitamin C. Avocado which has a vitamin E.

They even have a soap with coffee and chocolate as ingredients (the smell is delicious), a shampoo with hop beer in it.
Delicious!!
The chocolate smell is so chocolate, as if it's not a soap, but a melting chocolate. Make you want to lick it just to find out the taste.

SKINFOOD's Food Principles
"To protect your skin for 14 years, not just for 14 days."

• Skinfood thinks of Food as Nourishment for your skinSkinfood believes that all our skin care needs : moisturizing, firming, and luminosity can all be met through the proper utilization of quality food products. Skinfood has experts that are dedicated to studying the topical effects of food. 

• Skinfood takes care to make reliable productsSkinfood is not afraid to experiment, as long as it is in order to make reliable products for our customers. Their developers test all of the ingredients that they find, and all products they develop, themselves: grains, vegetables, fruit, anything.

• Skinfood finds the best beauty food in the worldThey travel all over the world in order to find the origin of the best and healthiest food ingredients: from organic carrots from Jeju Island and black raspberries from central Korea to Russian caviar, to salmon from Hokkaido, Japan. 

A bucket of wish list

Why does it call "a bucket of wish list"? Cause I have a lot of wishes for 2013. I don't expect all of my wishes will come true in 2013, I'll be happy though only most of it come true :)

And here we go :

1. Find a new job. I'm going to quit my job by this month, and therefore I have to find a new one, and hopefully I will get a more more than the previous (still has no clue where or for what position should I apply)
2. Puswood for 2013.. No, it's not a campaign. Of course I mean Puswood for Move'tivation 2013
3. Save money (Geez, I have no money management at all)
4. Make a fashion blog
5. Be a fashionista (hahaha.. I'm not sure for this.. Being a fashionista and save money won't work together)
6. Back to dance (this is doable)
7. Get more and more friends
8. Get a boyfriend.. Hahahah.. Not that I'm complaining, but I'll be 26 soon! Even my younger cousin will get proposed next month (she's 2 years younger than me)
9. Hold a dance battle competition